Tuesday, March 15, 2016

Happy Birthday Eve, Griffin

Today is March 15. It's 8:15pm. About this exact time last year, I was almost to the hospital to get settled for the night to be induced in the morning. I'm currently rocking Griffin to sleep, and it just dawned on me that this is the last night I'll be rocking my "little baby." 


Tomorrow is Griffin's 1st birthday, and to me, that marks the beginning of "big boy-hood." He's turning into quite the little adult. He's not too far from walking on his own, and his personality is starting to bloom. He's really goofy and quite the giggle box! 

I can't believe how fast a year has gone by. This past year has been such a learning experience and a real test of faith at times. There is no doubt he is a blessing from The Lord. This little boy has taught me about a kind of love so big that I thought my little heart was incapable of holding. He's made me truly appreciate the little moments and helped me put that into action by learning to say no (that's still a work in progress ha). He's made me want to be a better person, a better wife, and a better mom. Though he's young, I pray that I've started to "train up a child" (Proverbs 22:6), that I've shown him Jesus through the way I live my life. 

I know Griffin's life is just beginning, and while I'm a little sad that he's no longer an infant, I'm so excited to see him grow and develop into the young man God has designed him to be. Here's to year one, Griffin Ray! Happy Birthday Eve! I love you. 

Stay tuned for a birthday party post with pictures! ☺️

Sunday, January 10, 2016

I Will Trust in You

I heard Lauren Daigle's song "Trust in You" for the first time tonight and was instantly touched by the words. The past day or two have been worrisome, and I can't seem to shake some things from my mind that have made me feel a little anxious and fearful. When I heard this song earlier, God used it to remind me that He holds tomorrow. Below are the lyrics; the words that spoke most to me are in bold. There is also a link to the lyric video on YouTube, so you should give this song a listen. It definitely blessed me! 

"Trust in You" by Lauren Daigle
Letting go of every single dream
I lay each one down at Your feet
Every moment of my wandering
Never changes what You see

I've tried to win this war I confess
My hands are weary I need Your rest

Mighty Warrior, King of the fight
No matter what I face, You're by my side

When You don't move the mountains I'm needing You to move
When You don't part the waters I wish I could walk through
When You don't give the answers as I cry out to You
I will trust, I will trust, I will trust in You!

Truth is, You know what tomorrow brings
There's not a day ahead You have not seen
So, in all things be my life and breath

I want what You want Lord and nothing less

When You don't move the mountains I'm needing You to move
When You don't part the waters I wish I could walk through
When You don't give the answers as I cry out to You
I will trust, I will trust, I will trust in You!

You are my strength and comfort
You are my steady hand
You are my firm foundation; the rock on which I stand

Your ways are always higher
Your plans are always good
There's not a place where I'll go, You've not already stood


When You don't move the mountains I'm needing You to move
When You don't part the waters I wish I could walk through
When You don't give the answers as I cry out to You
I will trust, I will trust, I will trust in You!

http://youtu.be/qv-SXz_exKE